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Until I Almost Lost Myself

by Surg1

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1.
Genesis 03:30
[Intro] Iā€™m floating back down Land with my feet on the ground You shouldā€™ve saw me right now As I walk right around town [Chorus] Made this my genesis, and Iā€™m up now Catchin' up with the underground I have nothing in mind I couldā€™ve just read, shouldā€™ve saw a sign [Verse] Oh well, Iā€™m running out of time Put up everything, runnin' out of time I done rushed, done out all of it on the line Mood swings feel so morose, I wonder why I thought of nothing, couldā€™ve hoped for somethin' more I donā€™t know if there was any other hope I donā€™t know what else did I chose Say it so, but what else fled the coast Self-destructed my emotions to those that act so tough, but they are fuckin bogus There needs to be a reason why I close the end of the story but ainā€™t nothing to compose it Lost along the coastlines, I might die very rough but it can only happen one time I canā€™t even seem to fuckin' synthesize, every time when I light it up, I might be mentally blind [Chorus] Made this my genesis, and Iā€™m up now Catchin' up with the underground I have nothing in mind I couldā€™ve just read, shouldā€™ve saw a sign [Verse 2] Tell me what you want Tell me what you need Tell me what you see, as I canā€™t see no more I canā€™t even blink, feelin' disclosed An abstract feeling, nothin' speaks more Why you try to cheat, you is just a ho You donā€™t believe me, you only with me for the money I donā€™t really care what you need, you never pleased me I knew it from the start, I'm aware of my surroundings Surroundings, and the case closed, keep your hands off me [Outro] Iā€™m floating back down Land with my feet on the ground You shouldā€™ve saw me right now As I walk right around town
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[Intro: Surg1] Uh, yeah [Chorus: Surg1] Pull up with the gang yet she never noticed Nothing be the same when Iā€™m out of focus Tryna fix my range like Iā€™m in automotive Run a train full of friends, goin' locomotive Never seen my train of thought, wonder whatā€™s my motive In a bumpy ass world, I be roller coastin' I might swerve off the coast, goin' full throttle and Iā€™m strollin' [Verse 1: Surg1] I be walkin' til the end, whole lotta steps to cover Bumpin' that SPM, Mary go round til she hover I canā€™t lose again, how can I even trust her? Trust me, you could never trust a person out, they undercover, shit I might just kick down the door Pour up and sip up a fo' I donā€™t know what they did think though And I cannot trust these hoes Why bother when they so old? In I-45, bumpin' out the old Iā€™m with A Hype, tell ā€˜em what the fuckā€™s goin' on [Verse 2: A Hype] This shit is locomotive I have wrote an oath of ways to live Iā€™ll give a sample One example of how shove is needed when push ainā€™t did it Ya can hush the noise and keep poise Kid shit ainā€™t exceeded that But when they been resorting to violence Silence ainā€™t gonā€™ get them at, that Stand up for ya own This shit does get key, be grown We can all joke around, but donā€™t poke the sound Iā€™m bound to strike like in the zone In easy terms, Iā€™ll beat ya fucking ass like queasy worms To a stomp from a boot, we win the comp Our shot we shoot, blow, wow! [Chorus: Surg1] Pull up with the gang yet she never noticed Nothing be the same when Iā€™m out of focus Tryna fix my range like Iā€™m in automotive Run a train full of friends, goin' locomotive Never seen my train of thought, wonder whatā€™s my motive In a bumpy ass world, I be roller coastin' I might swerve off the coast, goin' full throttle and Iā€™m strollin'
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[Intro: Surg1] Yuh, aye! Wassup Que pasa Miguel? We boutta run some shit, for real Uh [Chorus: Surg1] We boutta break yo bum ass down, feel like a grim reaper Pull up outside and step in yo ground, walk in with a heater Yeah, bitch, you better sit down and listen when we speakin' We run the fuckin' underground, made yo ass tweakin' [Verse 1: Surg1] Escupo, yo no juego Todo lo que escupo es fuego Todos haters, nos vemos luego Nada mĆ”s que tu pinche texto Yendo al oeste, donde rockeo En mi mente no hay nada Caminar al cielo, vi el nirvana Hablo ingles, mi espaƱol es mala But yeah, we finna pull up Better get ready to roll up Sippin' on my AriZona Iā€™m in yo hood, never gave a fuck Play out my beat and Iā€™m boostin that shit Freestyle bout what Iā€™m doin' and shit I took yo hoes and screwed up the clique I take it to go, 'cause Iā€™m rushin' and shit Itā€™s me and the Riddler, and the gang And a cult fanbase that say what I say Iā€™m makin' this bread, I donā€™t play All you do is procrastinate 21 Savage, 30s in your face, 60s and 90s and Ks Walkin' inside of a bank Come with a case and stuff it inside of a safe [Chorus: Surg1] We boutta break yo bum ass down, feel like a grim reaper Pull up outside and step in yo ground, walk in with a heater Yeah, bitch, you better sit down and listen when we speakin' We run the fuckin' underground, made yo ass tweakin' [Verse 2: MiguelCM] I gottem bitches and hoes Tell ā€˜em Iā€™m counting my money on rows LlegĆ³ el RIDDLER paā€™ partir en dos Me bajo del aviĆ³n, voy para otro show, en el Super Bowl Dile a tu perra que mire pa allĆ” Que venga pa acĆ”, lo que dejĆ³ atrĆ”s Dicen que no lo iba a lograr Y ahora les llueven balas como en el Fortnite Para que tener que hacerlo Si no tienen los huevos pa meterse en mi juego Llego, llego, escupiendo veneno Como Dominic Toretto corriendo mĆ”s rĆ”pido que el viento Lo estĆ”n sintiendo, ya lo estĆ”n viendo LlegĆ³ el mexicano poniĆ©ndole par de huevos Y sin fumarme ni un maldito porro DemostrĆ© ser mucho mejor que tus compas y el resto Me quieren llamar de novato, nah MĆ”s de veinte mil en un aƱo, ha Que sigan chingando, que sigan chingando Que llega el grim reaper y les caga el palo Tus perra me ama, me llama ā€œun diabloā€ Dicen ā€œque hijueputaā€ como es millonario Pa que quede claro que no es un engaƱo Los prĆ³ximos Grammyā€™s me llevo el disco del aƱo [Chorus: Surg1] We boutta break yo bum ass down, feel like a grim reaper Pull up outside and step in yo ground, walk in with a heater Yeah, bitch, you better sit down and listen when we speakin' We run the fuckin' underground, made yo ass tweakin' We boutta break yo bum ass down, feel like a grim reaper Pull up outside and step in yo ground, walk in with a heater Yeah, bitch, you better sit down and listen when we speakin' We run the fuckin' underground, made yo ass tweakin'
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Extra sh!t 02:15
Now you see me, now you donā€™t I done pull up with the newest VVS on my coat I done pull up with the AR-50 on my tote I done pulled up, if they tryna beat me, you gon choke I might boot up on these Perc-50ā€™s, imma trip Donā€™t know what is up when they see me, let it rip Sip the drank with the double cup, leave me with a tip Knowing that I be fat as fuck, I be on that extra shit Fuck, codeine and Actavis They donā€™t owe me, I donā€™t buy no shit You donā€™t know me, you not close and shit On that new Carharrt jeans, close to buy a fit Iā€™m boutta hit up the bass All of the beats just be hitting the space How does it feel to be awake? Tryin to catch out the mofuckin' strays Catchin' my place with a paint I spray Itā€™s every day when I break out the save Pull up inside with the mofuckin' shanks Sliding around yet I donā€™t even skate What if I started servin' all of the base? What if I start creasin' all of my Js? What if I go far wearing all of your shades? As a rockstar, Iā€™m goin' all for the hate I donā€™t give no fucks, imma ball 'til I canā€™t, yeah Now you see me, now you donā€™t I done pull up with the newest VVS on my coat I done pull up with the AR-50 on my tote I done pulled up, if they tryna beat me, you gon choke I might boot up on these Perc-50ā€™s, imma trip Donā€™t know what is up when they see me, let it rip Sip the drank with the double cup, leave me with a tip Knowing that I be fat as fuck, I be on that extra shit Fuck codeine and Actavis
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[Intro: Surg1] Uhh, ooh, uh [Verse 1: Surg1] I couldnā€™t see what you saw next to me Iā€™m broken bad, drowning in this ecstasy This not Breaking Bad, thereā€™s no methods for me Iā€™m lost, maybe I went out a little far Maybe I went a little too far Walking out with my closed scars The smoke around me, not no cigars Some bad news to plead, I let it starve How did I get to see, whatā€™s in front of me Iā€™m like a little lost, but I never bleed I did this on my own, itā€™s just me in me And the KDS gang, we be like a team I should feel good about myself I got some followers who ainā€™t left behind me shelves And I know that my life, it could turn out kinda well But I have doubts, and it ainā€™t never help, standing out by myself [Verse 2: Lav Kazan] Fuck it up, bitch, Iā€™m gon hit Fuck it up, bitch, we too lit Fuck it up, bitch, Iā€™m gon hit Fuck it up, bitch, we too lit Percocet all in my sysā€™ Do this shit, yeah, till Iā€™m rich Pour this cup, yeah, till Iā€™m dead Pour this cup till I forget Yeah, yeah Lonely ass muhā€™fucker, thatā€™s how Iā€™m living Lean in this cup and I lean on his vision Run from the past, yeah, I run cause he livid Canā€™t worry bout a bitch, Iā€™m on a mission Yeah, Iā€™m killing it, but you wonā€™t listen All of you fake bitches follow, not hearing Locked in a dungeon, yeah, I just keep sinning Iā€™m done pretending like Iā€™m all ok Cause truthfully Iā€™ve been asleep in a grave I donā€™t know what to do without my savior So I bottle it up till itā€™s vapor [Verse 3: Surg1] These fuckers be scary and cold They arenā€™t what that we were told I just pulled up, protecting my soul I never left, I never go fold You always be betting whateverā€™s gon blow Right to the left the turns that I flow I be a menace, the way that I flow But Iā€™m lost in my train of thoughts, call be on hold Iā€™m hitting it back, better off on hold Iā€™m into the top, top of my dome Hit onto my line, donā€™t call my telephone Why is you lying, donā€™t hide behind your emotes [Outro: Surg1] Yeah, oh, yuh
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Texas heat 02:43
[Chorus] I just be sick and tired I just be sick and tired, the heat done got me fried Wish it was all a lie, ever since Rosie died I donā€™t feel alright, uh I donā€™t feel alright, wish that it was a lie But now Iā€™m traumatized, I feel traumatized Ainā€™t a sacrifice, I wish she was alright Had the water bowl and everything, couldā€™ve sworn she was energized But knowing that itā€™s Texas, heat gon be at rise Heat gon be at rise [Verse] Iā€™m done with the bullshit, thereā€™s nothing left to fix She was fine with the kids, hop around the smallest bin Wish it didnā€™t make sense, jump out the fuckinā€™ fence Couldnā€™t see the event, ainā€™t no money ever gon fix it At all [Bridge] At all At all At all [Chorus] I just be sick and tired I just be sick and tired, the heat done got me fried Wish it was all a lie, ever since Rosie died I donā€™t feel alright, at all I donā€™t feel alright, wish that it was a lie But now Iā€™m traumatized, I feel traumatized Ainā€™t a sacrifice, I wish she was alright Had the water bowl and everything, couldā€™ve sworn she was energized But knowing that itā€™s Texas, heat gon be at rise Heat gon be at rise [Outro] At all At all At all At all
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[Escape from my mind] [Hook] At times I feel alone Yet what you want for me girl I had flashbacks when I was home Now itā€™s all covered in bones Leave me alone, I have nowhere to go Leave me alone, I have nowhere to go At times I feel alone Now itā€™s all covered in bones [Instrumental] [Hook] At times I feel alone Yet what you want for me girl I had flashbacks when I was home Now itā€™s all covered in bones Leave me alone, I have nowhere to go Leave me alone, I have nowhere to go At times I feel alone Now itā€™s all covered in bones [Verse] A plan to keep avenging, Iā€™m just lounging while pretending That I gave a fuck what you and others think Surrounded by the woods, on the floor like Iā€™m grounded Hung up on the wall like a head of a deer mounted All of these years that I still remain countinā€™ With these random ass moments in my head, Iā€™m surrounded But I never had a thought at all, my mind went blank I used to hate myself, I thought of walking down a plank I tried to escape from my mind, confiscate I tried to escape from my mind, confiscate I tried to escape from my mind, confiscate I tried to escape from my mind, confiscate I tried- [In the night sky] [Chorus] Was I really high Was I floatinā€™ in the sky When I saw the only purple rainbow in the night sky In the night sky In the night sky In the night sky [Verse] Wish I took a pic, cause its not a lie Ended up writing a whole book about it These were the old times where I was about it These were the days when I was only ten Nowadays it was all imaginary, all fantasy Nowadays Iā€™m in a party where we all sip Hennessy And nowadays we in a lockdown everywhere filled with jealousy Nowadays I feel like everybody hated me In the past, in the past [Chorus] Was I really- in the sky When I saw the only purple rainbow in the night sky In the night sky In the night sky In the night sky Was I really high Was I floatinā€™ in the sky When I saw the only purple rainbow in the night sky In the night sky In the night sky In the night sky
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Rotting on the floor Shouldā€™ve saw me on the floor Try to find me on the floor Until I kick down the door Until I break off the door Wouldnā€™t sleep anymore Find me down on the floor You wouldnā€™t sleep anymore Rotting on the floor Shouldā€™ve saw me on the floor Try to find me on the floor Until I kick down the door Until I break off the door Wouldnā€™t sleep anymore Find me down on the floor You wouldnā€™t sleep anymore Rotting on the floor Shouldā€™ve saw me on the floor Try to find me on the floor Until I kick down the door Until I break off the door Wouldnā€™t sleep anymore Find me down on the floor You wouldnā€™t sleep anymore
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Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Boutta- Bout to brush it down, 'bout to do everything for no reason Maybe ā€˜cause a treason Boutta- Bout to brush it down, 'bout to do everything for no reason Maybe ā€˜cause a treason What you said? No, no, no, tell me, yeah, yeah, what you said? We don't be giving no fucks, what you said? No, no, no, tell me, yeah, yeah, what you said? I'm pulling up in Tonkas, bitch, that's what I said I'm pulling up in Tonkas, bitch, that's what I said Yeah, rock these brand new diamonds, yeah, these new baguettes I just walked in with the fire sittin' inside my bag I just told my twizzy get 'em, and guess what he did? Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Boutta- Bout to brush it down, 'bout to do everything for no reason Maybe ā€˜cause a treason Boutta- Bout to brush it down, 'bout to do everything for no reason Maybe ā€˜cause a treason
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I am lost And I'm in lust Oh my god, oh In love, and hate, in a jet engine Jet engine, oh Woah
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Candy paint 04:35
-Trunk, thats my big boy Riding down the slab in my candy red toy Lookin' so good, represent my hood 8100- Oh, oh All this fuckin money got me doing some things All this purple on me lookin like candy paint Bout to brush it down, 'bout to do everything for no reason Maybe cause a treason Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Iā€™m boutta ride around, Iā€™m from the H-Town Where all the shit that you hear is so screwed up, man I donā€™t give a damn what the fuck you think about us, yeah -Trunk, thats my big boy Riding down the slab in my candy red toy Lookin' so good, represent my hood Riding down the slab in my candy red toy Lookin' so good Lo senti en mi corazon Esa perra es una cabrĆ³n Yo bola en esa perra, como LeBron y escribo todo eso en una canciĆ³n Whatever I said I be feeling nauseous every day when I get no rest All these problems I be hit with when I try my best Might need a purple drank when I get this bread Least that Iā€™m not dead All this fuckin money got me doing some things All this purple on me lookin like candy paint Bout to brush it down, 'bout to do everything for no reason Maybe cause a treason Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Iā€™m boutta ride around, Iā€™m from the H-Town Where all the shit that you hear is so screwed up, man I donā€™t give a damn what the fuck you think about us, yeah -Trunk, thats my big boy Riding down the slab in my candy red toy Lookin' so good, repre-represent my hood Riding down the slab in my candy red toy Lookin-lookin' so- They cannot fuck with us I do not feel enough I cannot feel the trust You donā€™t even feel enough Iā€™m in a rave, all alone Iā€™m boutta rage all in my zone Yeah, shawty tryna hit all up over my phone I donā€™t even want you anymore I got DND so you better stay alone, yeah I donā€™t even know at all but I got all this drank Iā€™m bout to sip and pour syrup Iā€™m bout to sip all over my drank, yeah All this fuckin money got me doing some things All this purple on me lookin like candy paint Bout to brush it down, 'bout to do everything for no reason Maybe cause a treason Boutta take that money, 'bout it, yeah, down town, yeah Iā€™m boutta ride around, Iā€™m from the H-Town Where all the shit that you hear is so screwed up, man I donā€™t give a damn what the fuck you think about us, yeah I swear to the lord Iā€™m barely getting high when I was just swerving the coupe It feel like a blessing but only in disguise When I came back in with you Iā€™m only goin up all up to the skies, in a candy paint car with the troops Drip to the head, the body, then the shoes Straight like a 2 piece, came with a tool KDS Shit, with the gang and the troops Fuck up the shit, Iā€™m on Planet Drool Hailing from the fuckin flatlands where I be hailing from, H O U Tippin on top of the syrup, trippin and shit, chopped and screwed Like Paul Wall, I be sittin sidewayz while I swang when Iā€™m comin' through Even though I donā€™t ball, I be countin' everyday, all day, so I donā€™t got time with you
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[Chorus: Surg1] Iā€™m boutta run it up, fuck it Iā€™m boutta run it up, and I get the mofuckin' bag You runnin' out of luck, watch out ā€˜cause you about to fuckin' crash Iā€™m boutta flock with the birds, arrive in time when I mofuckin' land Whatever I go, Let that shit rip, bangin' that shit til I canā€™t I just be mofuckin' glidin, Iā€™m boutta flock em Haters, they always be slidin', fuckā€™ em Showing up uninvited, I feel like Matan Even This is my mofuckin' season, donā€™t give a fuck what you dreamin' [Verse 1: Surg1] Whateverā€™s the case, you reachin' But you donā€™t even fuckin' mean it Makin some racks, I be creamin' Perky some beans, Iā€™m geekin' I just be sitting around and pounce til Iā€™m out of my head, I be thinkin' Iā€™m a disappointment for some reason Reach to the top, whatever Iā€™m reachin' And I cannot stop, forever my season And if I stopped, I be a quitter But shit ainā€™t no one gon stop, so Iā€™m gon be the winner Catch up with my hope Bless that shit like a Pope But damn like I donā€™t know I just go make that shit blow Iā€™m boutta run it all down Iā€™m boutta take that money But I might plead the fifth But I got no fucks to give [Verse 2: Js Kayden] Kayden on the beat know I'm not gon miss Talking down crazy, then his block gon spin Me and Surg looking for some fucks to give We know you a hater, you ain't got nothing How he talk down and then he forgive Stay to yo word, guess you not like this Y'all niggas be fed, don't worry where I been These niggas make me chuckle, just a little slight grin Music shit light just be making these sounds See a bad bitch and I tell her turn around Yes, I'm on top so just give me that crown These niggas out of bounds while I'm in 5th round My nigga got blood, but he not a hound I'm making this bag it's weighing a pound Niggas be corny all I see is a clown We got him on the ground and now we surround Flipping this shit like we up in the kitchen Y'all niggas be talking, I see sneak dissin' Pot and a pan how this shit clickin' Yes he was talking, now he out of commission Cook this shit up like we frying and fishing He say he a gangster, but that hit not pitching Yes I'm spitting these bars they chefs kissing He got empty threats they just like hissing, bitch Yuh, KDS shit, gang [Chorus: Surg1] Iā€™m boutta run it up, fuck it Iā€™m boutta run it up, and I get the mofuckin' bag You runnin' out of luck, watch out ā€˜cause you about to fuckin' crash Iā€™m boutta flock with the birds, arrive in time when I mofuckin' land Whatever I go, Let that shit rip, bangin' that shit til I canā€™t I just be mofuckin' glidin, Iā€™m boutta flock em Haters, they always be slidin', fuckā€™ em Showing up uninvited, I feel like Matan Even This is my mofuckin' season, donā€™t give a fuck what you dreamin'
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What if I wanted to leave But I made sure if that shit hits the way I want to sink I keep it real, Iā€™m all down to earth but I canā€™t feel a thing Jam on the Aphex at April 14th, hop out the whip when Iā€™m boutta leave Make it fit out ā€˜cause you mightā€™ve been exhausting Boil the hell, makinā€™ that holy water if demons come to me I couldnā€™t shout, babe my teeth be hurtinā€™ bad, ainā€™t no flossing Pop out the beans in front of 12, bitch when Iā€™m coughing Thereā€™s more than one way to do this, you got options Either sell the piece to someone else like an auction But instead I keep it to myself, ainā€™t no blockin' So fuck what they felt, cuz ainā€™t nobody got the sauce man I did it again, another song that Iā€™m boppinā€™ Donā€™t play pretend cuz I already know that you ainā€™t talkinā€™ Tired of fakes and all the fake shit, and you ainā€™t poppinā€™ Prolly need a double cup full of AriZona, ainā€™t no coppinā€™ Yeah, Iā€™m unreal I donā€™t even know how to even keep it trill Iā€™m from the HTX, bitch, you may keep it still You may go slow, screwed up until you killed Running out of hope, donā€™t know what to expect I just be saying more but instead it could be less I gotta find a meaning, but it could be meaningless And know that you not sorry, I done relapsed until I reflect Oh Oh Oh No, oh, oh, oh, woah What if I wanted to leave But I made sure if that shit hits the way I want to sink I keep it real, Iā€™m all down to earth but I canā€™t feel a thing Jam on the Aphex at April 14th, hop out the whip when Iā€™m boutta leave Make it fit out ā€˜cause you mightā€™ve been exhausting Boil the hell, makinā€™ that holy water if demons come to me I couldnā€™t shout, babe my teeth be hurtinā€™ bad, ainā€™t no flossing Pop out the beans in front of 12, bitch when Iā€™m coughing Thereā€™s more than one way to do this, you got options Either sell the piece to someone else like an auction But instead I keep it to myself, ainā€™t no blockin' So fuck what they felt, cuz ainā€™t nobody got the sauce- Make it fit out ā€˜cause you mightā€™ve been exhausting Boil the hell, makinā€™ that holy water if demons come to me I couldnā€™t shout, babe my teeth be hurtinā€™ bad, ainā€™t no flossing Pop out the beans in front of 12, bitch when Iā€™m coughing
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[Chorus: Surg1] Uh, yeah Walk in this mo'fuckin stage, and I feel that I can float Hop back inside of the 808s, imma go rouge Somebody might as well die today, everything broke I can't see myself, and I'm about to sink I can't even help, useless and suffering I can't see myself, im boutta go chop off the banks I'm numb, I can't feel my face [Verse 1: Surg1] Waking up, from a call, but the sun hasn't rose Didn't talk, let alone I fall, what did I chose I chose to pump the hose, but where does it go? Imma take a X and pop em off, what else can I show? I be sippin' mean lean, when I'm off and Iā€™m slow I'm not even needed, but I come when I want Kind hearts last a bit, but the rest last so long I just walk through memory lane, see me before I'm gone I just serve me the base, swerve the V8, then I vroom [Chorus: Surg1] Uh, yeah Walk in this mo'fuckin stage, and I feel that I can float Hop back inside of the 808s, imma go rouge Somebody might as well die today, everything broke I can't see myself, and I'm about to sink I can't even help, useless and suffering I can't see myself, im boutta go chop off the banks I'm numb, I can't feel my face [Verse 2: seezenz] Pass the loud and, lay me down I might sleep forever, I might sleep forever But I canā€™t make no money if I decide to sleep forever I might, I might, I might sleep forever I might, I might, I might sleep forever, I might Let me ask you sum, is yo money right? Is yo money right, why you talkin' down, like, uh Why you talkin' down, ay, ay Make yourself look like a clown Make yourself look like a clown Go back to the circus, uh [Bridge: seezenz] Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Uh, uh, uh, uh-uh Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Ay, ay, ay, ay-ay [Chorus: Surg1] Uh, yeah Walk in this mo'fuckin stage, and I feel that I can float Hop back inside of the 808s, imma go rouge Somebody might as well die today, everything broke I can't see myself, and I'm about to sink I can't even help, useless and suffering I can't see myself, im boutta go chop off the banks I'm numb, I can't feel my face [Outro: Surg1] Uh, I can't feel my face Yeah, I can't feel my face
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Memory lane 03:08
Now is the time, uh Now is the time, but I shouldnā€™t rage Iā€™m turnin this up, time to play games Iā€™m feelin' myself and Iā€™m here to stay I need to catch a break But I shouldn't have to feel this way I be so worked, taking a trip Donā€™t know what else I should grip on But imma live on Walking down memory lane Walking up into first place Nostalgia all over on my brain Nostalgia comin' into my veins Whole lot of oneā€™s, my life came to place The things I done gain, it done weigh a ton Runnin' the game, bitch Iā€™m strapped with a gun Did I overstay, 'cause I had some fun? Iā€™m working too much, and I done got a little Floating to space, hints full of riddles Hopeless to feel And it gets surreal Donā€™t know how to feel But I'm feelin' myself Came back, and I heal I be so worked, taking a trip Donā€™t know what else I should grip on But imma live on Walking down memory lane Walking up into first place Nostalgia all over on my brain Nostalgia comin' into my veins
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I could've sworn I- uh It hits so hard It hits so hard, but itā€™s worse when it swells I couldā€™ve sworn I lost myself I couldā€™ve sworn I needed help Used to think that it was swell I seen all the bullshit that these people dealt Tipsy yet Iā€™m coolin', but itā€™s farewell I donā€™t remember much from the past tense I done regretted much but it makes sense It happens all in once yet it depends I done came and fucked it up, I donā€™t know where to start Been alone from the start, wasnā€™t blamed for the scars Tell it all from the heart Crash the whip til it parks Crashed out and break apart Took a breather, wasnā€™t hard Wasnā€™t easy when itā€™s harsh And it beats me when Iā€™m parched I done took a sip of drank but Iā€™m in heat, fell apart I done took another case of dozing sleep, Iā€™m on mars I done seen a long trend of sippin' lean, Wockhardt Might done seen another man gettin' beat, not a heart Might done seen another glance of this beat, not mine I done took this beat for yo bitch, now she all mine For all the lone dogs, made it sense that itā€™s all fine Try to catch up with the shit, never behind I done try to take another risk, but never mind I was only 14 in this bitch, made up The Mind Blow up with a hit, and it fits when I recline Like the comics in the 90s, you trippin' on your decline Shoutout to Fenix, she the shit, yeah she done this I done tried to pick but called it quits, but it still hits Haters in this bitch, wanna diss but canā€™t rap for shit Bro done caught a lick, and he end it up with a lisp Damn It hits so hard, but itā€™s worse when it swells I couldā€™ve sworn I lost myself I couldā€™ve sworn I needed help Used to think that it was swell I seen all the bullshit that these people dealt Tipsy yet Iā€™m coolin', but itā€™s- You thought that I was done? Well, you thought wrong Mustā€™ve thought I was done I donā€™t think none until I said enough You mustā€™ve thought that I was done I donā€™t think none until I said enough Talkin' all that shit but it donā€™t mean nun I donā€™t like to spit but I like to have fun Made a beat switch, gonna let it go run I carry all these racks like a honeybun Keep it sweet, imma stack until itā€™s all gone I could see myself rockinā€™ with the Chrome Hearts Imma mix it up, why not slap it with the Carharrtā€™s Never so well, all these fuckers with a cold heart Stuck in the trenches, they ainā€™t goin' far Made a couple benches in a far lane Count up all this bread like workin' up at Caneā€™s My brother said, I make the guns go bang Iā€™m from the H, I say it with a slang Drank all in my cup, feel like Kirko Bangz You donā€™t know how it feels to be heated with the pain Britain worry ā€˜bout 80F, here it gon be a hunnid Jumpin' all the cars with the elbow, I be stuntin' You talkin' all caps, Iā€™m like, why you frontin' Shouldā€™ve knew you cappin', never thought that it was comin' Say it all caps when you spell the manā€™s name Power to DOOM, mask it up to Doomsday I done seen this shit before in many far lanes I keep it real in this never ending game, uh
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PART TWO OF THE RECENT ALBUM "AND THEN THERE WAS HOPE", WHERE IT PICKS UP AND CONTINUES FROM THERE.

MADE FOR MYSELF, PUBLISHED FOR OTHERS LIKINGS.

Featuring vocals from A Hype, MiguelCM, Lav Kazan, Js Kayden, seezenz and Deadzz, and featuring co-production from Ralsei's Corner and Fenix Evaluna.

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released August 4, 2023

===== SHOUTOUT TO EVERYONE INVOLVED =====
Surg1 (me) - vocals (1-7, 10-19), production (1-18), mixing, cover art
A Hype (therealahype.bandcamp.com) - featured vocals (2)
MiguelCM (soundcloud.com/miguelcm-music) - featured vocals, vocal mixing (3)
Ralsei's Corner (better-living-in-the-digital-world.bandcamp.com) - production (4, 10), featured (10)
Lav Kazan (lavkazan.bandcamp.com) - featured vocals (5)
stwlino - background vocals (13)
Js Kayden (soundcloud.com/user-846850087) - featured vocals (14, 19)
Hvndred (hvndred.bandcamp.com) - vocal mixing (14, Js Kayden)
seezenz (soundcloud.com/twenty4thward101) - featured vocals, vocal mixing (16)
Fenix Evaluna (fenixevaluna.bandcamp.com) - production (18)
Deadzz - featured vocals (19)
Asme - production (19)

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An experimental artist/producer that just does his own thing. Since 2016.

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