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And Then There Was Hope

by Surg1

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1.
Dreamcast 02:33
I’m floating in the air Like I didn’t fucking care You should’ve see me there Because I’m never elsewhere I’m gliding in a Dreamcast Where I’m dreaming while I’m going way back If you see me know that I relapsed All in 3D, gotta catch em right back I am not a real human I am not a real human I am not a real human I’m floating in the air I’m not the biggest bird, I’m gliding up nowhere This is all a dream, just all a program In my system, I don’t really see them If you tell me I am trippin', well you reachin' If you tell me what you listen, just go hear em I am not here for preachin' Never had a good reason I’m gliding in a Dreamcast Where I’m dreaming while I’m going way back If you see me know that I relapsed All in 3D, gotta catch em right back I am a disappointment I am a disappointment I really need to listen I’m tired of playing pretend
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Emergency 04:20
[Part I: Intro] I just woke up from a dream It looked like a main menu from a Dreamcast I don’t know, it wasn’t long Eh [Part I: Verse] All I need is some motivation Left without help, so I made my own sanction My only decision is to run it by the station Life it ain’t no game that you play on PlayStation Run the underground, made it so adjacent Gotta thank God that I still made it Recognize the ones that lost they own lives RIP to Patrick and RIP to David Ain’t no signal lights to stop, unexpected things to face with Haven’t been the same since, but then let’s face it America’s corrupt, they don’t fuck with the nameless Whatever people say, changing people yet they hate it Alone, by myself like February Life is like a bowl filled with a bunch of berries Since I was a kid, I was a lone wolf baby People barely started seeing me, the light that they gave me If I didn’t do this music shit, I wouldn’t have a spotlight Dancing under ceilings, burning by the twilight If I didn’t promote shit, they wouldn’t believe me But I never left, but DM if you miss me I know I got some enemies that’s against me So pucker up boys, you get steamed like a chimney And watch me pack my stuff to where I left off And then see the world resolve til the scenes turn to fog, what a wrap [Part I: Outro] Welcome to my world These minds you see, at the moment they all twirl Under a state of emergency Lost hope, but eventually I would find it Not 100 percent effective but I could make history Wait, but they haven’t spread the alarm yet Oh wait shi- [Part II: Speech] And then there was hope There was only false hope Gathered around for an emergency I said SOS, I need my urgency None of you ever learn, none of you ever see When the tables turn, I only get to speak What only comes out worse turns to a memory I stay aside with the birds, they pledge allegiance for me
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On That Note 02:10
I’m rich and high Ridin’ with no skateboard, but this time I can fly Try to come close to me and you’ll see a surprise Thinking back, on that note, way too young to die Stand on my money, I’m too high Feel like Lil Uzi Vert, money change my height Never took a Uber, scared that they gon collide Humble for a fit, yeah, split it off like a pie, uh I’m still rollin in school I be flexin with 20s, and they all twins too Pull up with the green, yeah it came with a tool Poet Laureate, all the poems for the school They rollin with Kel-Tec’s, diamonds dancin on the stool I ain’t tryin flex, I’m too busy for the shrooms And she wanted some sex, she be fuckin with the crew Bags they come with baguettes, everybody gon drool Stole your Christmas, I’m the Grinch, you’s a fool Ain’t tryna neglect, beat you up in a pool All these regrets that I recall from my doom All these secrets that I keep in my tomb, yeah I’m rich and high Ridin’ with no skateboard, but this time I can fly Try to come close to me and you’ll see a surprise Thinking back, on that note, way too young to die Stand on my money, I’m too high Feel like Lil Uzi Vert, money change my height Never took a Uber, scared that they gon collide Humble for a fit, yeah, split it off like a pie, uh I’m still rollin in school I be flexin with 20s, and they all twins too Pull up with the green, yeah it came with a tool Poet Laureate, all the poems for the school
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Winter Green 02:26
Zone out when I’m down, floating from the ground Yeah don’t let me down, can’t do this shit right now I don’t cost a fee, but tell me what you need I’m getting all the cheese, but it’s weekly You just be so cold, but maybe hella sweet Iced my neck, it froze, I’m stuck like Evergreen Beautiful as snow, yeah yeah, Winter Green Cold but you glow, yeah, not a green screen Okay, each day can get so weird, yeah Nothing that I can fear, yeah Made it out since last year, yeah Ain’t old, I don’t like beer, yeah I’m at my top tier, and I’m geared I just pull up to a show, and there’s too many phones Living the moment right here, yeah This bro think that this is a joke, you a hating hoe, yeah Then I pick up the phone, asking when you come home, yeah Feels way too soon when my grandma passed, I might’ve went rogue High up, so hijacked, when I took the flight to the coast She was like, kiss me through the phone Told me all her wishes when we live inside a home Tryna plan ahead of time, knowing where I would go Amazed like it’s halftime, I’m glad that I’m not gone, yeah You just be so cold, but maybe hella sweet Iced my neck, it froze, I’m stuck like Evergreen Beautiful as snow, yeah yeah, Winter Green Cold but you glow, yeah, not a green screen Okay, each day can get so weird, yeah Nothing that I can fear, yeah Made it out since last year, yeah Ain’t old, I don’t like beer, yeah I’m at my top tier, and I’m geared I just pull up to a show, and there’s too many phones Living the moment right here, yeah I just pull up to a show, and there’s too many phones Living the moment right here, yeah I just pull up to a show, and there’s too many phones Living the moment right here, yeah
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[Verse 1: Surg1] I just be gaining too much, I doubt that this is a habit Sippin on a fruit punch, while I’m getting my shit attracted All of this upcoming money, I just be counting for practice Own bout all of my shit, never knew what would happen Got me a backup plan for all of this madness Takin up the leadership, aye aye I’m the captain They all jealous of me, so I’m like, bitch what’s crackin’ No one used to liked me, wonder how my rizz just catchin' I be getting so hot, and I melt down like some ice Rocking with a chain, this be some breezy, this some ice Walk into the bank, know that I be busy, not a flight I be working all day, I be dizzy, but I play it right Pull up with a twin, I can do this all night Sacrifices everyday, a man gon die I’m in a shopping spree, fuck a homicide And I’m down to my knees, pray against the odds And you take what is yours, and I take what is mine (And I take what is mine) All black fits, perfect hits, a mission to stay on my grind I just count a counterfeit, some more bread just to go buy I don’t advice for no bitch, I don’t got a lot of time Break it until I go stitch, just put up what was collide You can take all of this, but it comes with a price And I’m screwed up, on the click, starting off with a Sprite Bitch I’m from Houston, so you know how I go slide I slap up with the money in the bag when I woke up I clap that fuckin’ ass with them bags when I go up Why you just go ask what is swag, I said hol' up This shit be so sad, catch a catch until you pull up They askin' where you at, where’s you at, I said wassup Nah this not no fad like when I bled, it’s a ketchup I just rather catch what I have, Ash Ketchum They always stay mad, but I’m not their dad so I left them I be feeling heat, and it speaks onto my nerves Ain’t no ice to cool down, bitch I swear I’m turnt She despite my ass when I was a nag at first Now she wanna talk, but bitch, she just got curved [Verse 2: Lav Kazan] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, karma a hell of a bitch Mallwhore slut ‘boutta get finger-banged in the back of Abercrombie & Fitch I had to get some new friends cause my old ones threw all my shit in a ditch I ain’t ‘bout no shit drama, degens made me fucking jump off the ship, huh I got some flows you ain’t heard, huh I got racks high as the birds, huh I got more rizz than you, nerd, huh Fucked your bitch, still got on shirt, huh Girls on girls on girls, huh In heat like summer at church, huh In her like we boutta merge, huh Then pass her to my bro Surg, huh She don’t want nobody’s love, she just wanna go shopping then fuck on her plug, huh I know this bitch is insane, she got razors and knives and a real nice butt, huh SBG, we come from hell, you know we make an entrance pulling up to the function, huh We wear designer shit and we pouring this cup, yeah, we make purple potion, huh Me and Surg1 boutta run up the racks, yeah we making a hit Popping a perc in the stu’, lil bitch, we’ll be higher than you’ve ever been Heard a lil boy talking shit, that lil pussy ‘boutta be shot in his grin And if anyone ask where he been, don’t tell ‘em he’s rotting in an acid bin Yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Dreams they die when they are mine While I survive, I do not cry [Outro: Surg1] I just be gaining too much, I doubt that this is a habit Sippin on a fruit punch, while I’m getting my shit attracted All of this upcoming money, I just be counting for-
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Yo, I’m boutta spit some shit real quick Shoutout Fenix, for real Man I swear to god, I’m the realest fucker in school You afraid to play it off but know that I be so cool I write my own raps with a pad like a mothafuckin' tool Got some goons from right to left, I am not a fool Lost some fuckin' hope but finally I’m famous I just pray like thank God that I made it I be trappin' in a coupe, made the shades spin Collecting all my loots like I be fuckin' gamin I just pull up with a PSP, I be zonin' and I’m faded I was never a favorite, but know that I be blazin' This is not my beat but you know how I eat it If it’s fuckin' trash, restart and then delete it I’m chubby and it bothers me, I might be so anemic Bitches in my office, it be like it’s my trap season Got mah fuckin' whip, I let it flip until I beat it I be rhymin' wit a flow, and basically I’m speakin' Got me, myself and I sittin' next to me Yeah I got this cash in a bag right next to me Flip a couple racks, not no tax, not no symmetry I ain’t goin to hell, this ain’t no blasphemy Goddamn that was fire Real trap shit, Trapaholics Shit, I’m like Was she feelin' me, cause I’m the biggest munch Ice Spice in my shit like I just let it run I’m packin' like a punch, cause I never was a punk Never left a touch, bitch I’m tryna get some What you finna do, whatever’s back in my trunk Put you in a basement, dump yo ass in a dump And your shit is loose, better tuck it up I ain’t driftin', but I’ve drivin' out for so long Floatin like a space song, no more time to play along Pull up with my J’s on, or some fuckin' BAPEs on I vibe like I’m in a mansion, treat you like you meant it I just roll my bands in, got a trip to Atlantis Put up all my effort in, really last minute Get into my grind, or else I’m so fuckin' finished I don’t got to problem just to end up as a mimic All my recent dreams lately they’ve been so vivid Ooh, thank you Based God, man I got some cooking swag I got a handful cash just to staff my cookie stash I got hella swag, my nuts they finna drag Poke up like a tack, I don’t plan out an attack I came up with a bag, add it up and then subtract Forgot I had to give it back, bitch I done relapsed And I’m finna read it back, man I really need that I don’t need a kneecap, I’m gonna run a three-pack And you should know that I ain’t never goin' back Cause look at where I’m at, the biggest bird gon' attack Pin my life down, memories they gon attach I’m running out of sayin', so basically that’s a wrap So long And then there was hope, waitin' for me
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Beach Sands 03:56
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You know how we doin' it over here, yeah It's that H-Town shit, uh Houston, we gots a gangsta problem Man, I be makin' business with the maniac drug dealer, know I'm sayin? Aye, I be that drug dealer, bitch I go nuts I'm talkin' 'bout that maniac, that's all I ever crush Always on my hustle, hell nah I never rush Quick as fuckin' flash, I'm the lice that never brush Bitch you better hush, you standin' in my way Pills and ecstasy, get high before I leave Left without a trace, as I can't feel my face Such a trace of the day that had never came Yeah, bitch I hold up the strap, as I pull out the gun Count up my stacks, makin' sure there ain't one none Fill up my stash, my life has been done But I never stop dancing, having so much fun Doin' just what I want These drugs raising high, on sum sums Hotter as the fuckin' sun, lay you down so dumb As I spit up all the fire, finish off with the punch Bitch
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Broken Dream 06:14
[Part I] Damn, word Alright Woke up, I just woke up from a dream I can’t even tell if I’m trippin on the ecstasy And I swear the odds that my people never failin' me Floating so high, Breaking Bad, methamphetamine Limping on a limousine, bleached out like its chlorine Always switch it up like Denzel Curry, I’m reforming All of y'all be lames, still and tame, dull and boring Y’all be switching lanes, never same, be exploring Surg1 in this bitch, it’s just Surg1 in this shit I be flicking off my wrist, flip the bird, you suck a dick I be flicking off my wrist, flip the bird, you suck a dick I be flicking off my wrist, flip the bird, you suck a dick (Hold up) Back then I pretend that I was definitely clueless And my mind was elsewhere, acting all foolish Now I’m outside, and I be chillin' while I’m coolin' While expressing all my thoughts making all my music [Part II] I’m inside of a broken dream I don’t remember anything Life begins after you had the weirdest dream And sometimes, anyone could be anything I’m my head, trapped inside of your bed I can’t regret, I shed a tear, I don’t know what’s next Came by myself, of what happened to you It’s gonna happen, but it better not be too soon
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(Surg1 back on the beat!) I never felt so challenged and I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change, anyway I never felt so challenged I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change, anyway I might fly above Above the clouds My hands are tucked and imma fall to the ground Hey man you need to slow down Idiot, pipe down You need to get out Before the spirits come out I never felt so challenged and I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change, anyway I never felt so challenged I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change, anyway I shot a hateful amount of my regrets I stayed way too intact I saved an angel with my father’s rightful hand Should’ve known that it’s my bad Standing in the middle of a lake I’ll do as long as I can please Water’s clear so I’ll grab a taste Until I wait, clean out the disease How is this fair to you How is this fair to you How is this fair to you I never felt so challenged and I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change, anyway I never felt so challenged I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change I never felt so challenged and I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change, anyway I never felt so challenged I never felt this way Persistent Depressive I’ll never change, anyway Now I think about it, man I probably found hope, it was just in me the whole entire time I guess that's just the point of feeling hopeless 'Cause you don't even know what's gonna happen I have no idea where to start 'Cause at the end of the day, everything's the same
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I see myself in a cross Come to find out it was right across Couldn’t even think a way that I could floss And my life is lost My anxiety is so high, so high I bet you could fly again And now I overthink everything Like life is a wedding ring I hate everybody Everybody is my enemy What do you want from me? I said what do you want from me? My anxiety is so high, so high I bet you could fly again My anxiety is so high, so high I bet you could fly again My anxiety is so high, so high I bet you could fly again
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Ohhhhhhhh I’m here for a good time, not a long time (Surg1) While I still outshine, I’m too in love I suppose I was on my low And I saw, there was hope I see many broken dreams inside of broken screens I melt away like ice cream, even I scream When will you help me, I feel so guilty Sorry it was not helping, I feel empty I’m here for a good time, not a long time While I still outshine, I’m too in love I suppose I was on my low And I saw, there was hope Mental state rots away And I’m not here to stay Something that’s in the way Is the things I fucking hate, oh (Surg1)

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AND THEN THERE WAS HOPE. 5TH ALBUM. HOPE YOU LOSE YOURSELF INTO THE VOID OF ALL THE MADNESS COMBINED, SLOWLY BUT SURELY GUARANTEED.

Thank you to everyone that has showed support during ATTWH sessions. Enjoy. :)

[2021 - 2023]

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released February 24, 2023

Surg1 - vocals, songwriting, production
Oyy - intro vocals (track 2)
Lav Kazan - vocals, songwriting (track 5)
Fenix Evaluna - production (track 6)
Elektrakz - production (track 12)
Deadzz - vocals, songwriting (track 14)

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An experimental artist/producer that just does his own thing. Since 2016.

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